Hi Shannon, I love the outdoors too .. We too are your family.. It its refreshing to hear another speak of God this way. I say thanks to him for you and that I was able to read this at this very moment. It sounds like You have done an appraisal of Goa and decided to make Him your life and love.. I have decided the same thing.. Much love Ness
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Sent: Friday, January 25, 2008 11:16:36 AM
Subject: [ACWDYG ] I'm heading towards downward spiral....
Woke up at 7:45am only had 5 hours of sleep....I've been staying up
late at night till 2 or 3 am and then having bad dreams....so much
anxiety in my dreams....I used to have these kind of dreams all the
time but ever since I started doing Science of Mind and LOA it is now
a rare occasion that I have these kinds of dreams.....I think it's my
family affecting me again....I feel powerless... .there's nothing I
can do to help them get therapy and to "want to get well....." I have
tried my entire life and I think I'm finally coming to terms with now
at 42 that it doesn't matter what I do.....they' re going to be the
way that want to be---in misery or in recovery--it' s their call....I
have no control whatsoever. I'm sad because now it forces me to cut
down communication with them....and who do you have if you don't have
your family to talk to....who do you have to talk to? I guess that's
where therapist comes in.....
I'm sorry for the rambling on the negative stuff and I will try to do
a turn-around now......
I sleep at 12am every night and wake up at 8am feeling vibrantly
awake and rested. I have peace, joy and happiness and anything my
heart desires because I am the one and only precious God's creation
and God blesses me with only Good. I eat for nutritous reason, one
day at a time, one meal at a time. Everyday is a new day and today
is the first day of the rest of my best life. I filled my heart with
God's love every night instead of filling myself with food. I can
differentiate why I put food in my body and I choose to only put food
in my body for nutritional reasons and not to emotionally stuff
myself from the outside. I am filled with God's love from the
I treat people the way I want to be treated. I always put myself in
others' shoes in times of having differences. I am grateful for the
support from the online community of like minded people and I am
forever a contributing member of this group and to society. I thank
God for this good day....I'm naming it Good....Very Good.....With
God, All things are possible. All things are well......
Thank you for reading...
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