i lost my best friend,lover, father to my kids, the other half of me
almost 8 years ago. there are times thas i am still so darn mad at him
for leaving me that i could hurt him-------sunny isnt it. I GET UP
BECAUSE I HAVE TO, WORK BECAUSE I HAVE TO, LIVE BECAUSE I HAVE TO. I
HAVE BEEN REALLY SICK THE PAST MO. OR SO, SO I THINK THAT MAYBE THIS IS
THE TIME FOR ME TO GO TOO, BUT I KNOW IT ISNT. I MISS HIM MORE
EVERYDAY, AND NO ONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL. MY KIDS TELL ME HE
IS GONE AND NOT COMING BACK---WELL DUH EVEN I KNOW THAT. THERE ARE
TIMES STILL WHEN MY KIDS HAVE TO FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING, TO GET OUT
OF THE HOUSE, I USUALLY STAY HOME ON THE DAYS OFF, BECAUSE IT TAKES TOO
MUCH ENERGY TO GET DRESSED AND GO SOMEWHERE. I KNOW THAT THINGS ARE
GETTING BETTER AS I AM THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE, WHICH I HAVE NOT DONE
IN QUITE A BIT. I STILL WANT TO HAVE HIM BACK, BUT I KNOW HE IS IN A
BETTER PLACE NOW, WHERE HE CAN BREATHE BETTER, NOT BE IN PAIN,FISH,
HUNT AND ALL THE OTHER THINGS HE COULDNT DO FOR LAST FOUR YEARS OF HIS
LIFE. I STILL MISS HIM MORE EVERYDAY, BUT THE HURT IS NOT AS BAD NOW I
WANT TO TELL YOU TO TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED, AS IT WILL GET BETTER
WANDA
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